Another C.O.N.F.E.S.S.I.O.N ♥ ಥ_ಥ

Assalamualaikum~

halo halo people ;))

FINALLY updated kn ?

hahaha~ :PP

ntah knp dtg plak mood mo update blog~

A LOT of tragedy happened to me lately ;/

whether is bad nor good for me~

uhh it's really drive me crazy and depressed enough !

until I'VE CRIED~ yeah,I think I've cried for like many times for this 

early month of new year 2012 :*)

but yeah I've DEAL and slowly ACCEPT the fact and truth 

that keep continue HURT myself ; POSITIVELY :))

ok2,enough about that let's go to the REAL TOPIC I want to tell here~

see that title ?

what do you think ? of course 'Confession of Love' right ??

hahaha~ the truth is YEAH~

there is another BOY or

someone trying slightly telling and confessing to me >.<

uhh~

first, how to tell you guys about this guy huh ? O.o

He is really2 kind hearten type of guy (seriously) , really2 cared about me,

wanted to know all the activities I do everyday in my daily life, 

then he makes sure that he will always be there for me 

whether I'm in SUPER good nor bad situations more that anyone !

second, his characteristics ;

Same age (if i'm not mistaken), a MALE (of course), 100% chinese ^.^ , kinda tall type of guy (he told me), now currently working and staying at not Sandakan, Sabah.

third, how we met and know each other ;

AGAIN, from damn popular social network ever, FACEBOOK.

He saw the picture of me on my BFF's album then he asked my BFF about me and also ask for my number.

ohh my~

first I saw his profile picture, I don't believe that he's a Chinese cause his skin looks darker like a Malay's tone skin type =.=

i don't know why that time I've just accept him as friend then we're chatting and I just give my number cause he wanted to know me better :)

Then we continue be FRIEND and CONTACT EACH OTHER until NOW~

but honestly we kinda not really contact each other ! 

He always find me and contact me but I've ignored him >.<

awww~

think I always find and contact him when I'm already M**SED him !

#notadmitting

or I have some probs and need somebody at that moments~

and IT'S DO MAKE HIM HAPPY :DD

See that picture ?

I've always teased him kinda that type of situations~

hihihi :PP

P/s : He always GOT JEALOUS with my husby, LEE MIN HO <3

=.=

ohh yeah, there is one night I've called him when I'm really2 damn down and depressed and think already gone crazy , I've asked him ;

KENAPA KAU TIDAK MENGAYAT AKU ?

means like saying something SWEET and ROMANTIC like that~

>/////<

at first, he was silent (think shocked enough) then he answered like this ;

I WANT TO but EVERYTIME I wanted to say like that to you

I've got BLANK and FORGOT what I wanted to say to you~

I'm NERVOUS and don't know how to say sweet or romantic words to you >.<

that time I've heard he saying like that I'm only SMILING and KEEP SMILING in the dark :))

and I think he's blushing ! LOL :PP

Last night , he was on9 and we chatting ~

and then suddenly he asked me this question ;

did u ever fall on love with someone, and that someone didnt care about u at all??

want to know my answer ? Sorry ! CAN'T TELL YOU THAT >.< 

then here come slightly and confessing question ;

i've been through a lot of times..but now there's 1 person..she never rejected me yet..cause i never tell her..but we never meet..and she thinks that we are too far away..i dont even know that she even like me or not..

(do you think that a CONFESSION ? )

I think so~~ >/////<

I've gave him my answer but he's not replied yet !

THE TRUTH is he kinda don't know I've already have boyfie now~

uhh~

#DAMNguilty

Seriously I don't know what to do~

iLIKEhim and I do sayang HIM as my good best boy friend ever but

I'm afraid he will hate me and stay away from me after this~

He already have a bad life for him this whole time and ONLY ME CHEERS HIM UP and KEEP HIM SMILING through the tough and sh*t day ! >.<

Supposed me wanted to confess to my another friend at that night ba !

(not about LOVE at all ok)

but when he said to me like that, arghhhh

#SUPERblurrr

In a conclusion, this story will be continued and if you guys wanted to think for what happen next be my pleasure ;))

or wanted to give me some advice, just INBOX me !

perhaps I NEED that~ (really)

Love yourself before you're in love with someone else~

and the LAST THING I wanted to do in this cold+cruel world is

to HURT someone's HEART or FEELING :*)

I rather to see and let my HEART's HURT that other people~

To be continued...